Thursday, September 09, 2010

Phew

My butt hurts from riding this morning. Which is good on the one hand; bad that just a month off of real riding has already begun to turn me into a limp mushroom.

Breakfast was a banana and a slice of sprouted grain with PB.

Lunch was a tuna sandwich with a tiny bit of mayo —tiny; I hate mayo really, but it helps the tuna out— and salt, pepper, and baby spinach. And four saltine crackers, and a Diet 7up.. And a handful of chocolate chips.

I have to fail at least once a day. Never have I ever (at my skinniest and fittest) skipped failing at some chocolate.

Also had a glass of red wine last night. Just one, and I don't feel guilty. This being in addition to fish tacos and chips, but whatever.

Stupid "no alcohol" plan.

Workout tonight.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

"You may delay, but time will not." — B. Franklin

Leave it to Kara to bring this blog back up, whereas I have been eying its presence with disdain whenever I peek back into the Blogger world. But she's right— it was a good tool, and shouldn't be ignored.

The past week, as life has finally seemed to settle down and the threat of Road Trip Food (a.k.a, free-for-all garbage in a bag) is behind me, I've been able to make some much better choices.

Breakfasts have included occasionally two eggs, sunny-side-up, with sprouted grain flourless bread and salsa. Sometimes, like today, I just have Greek yogurt and granola or Kashi cereal— something with a lot of crunch. Other times, it's a slice of sprouted grain bread with peanut butter and a yogurt. (Been eating Wallaby Organic Lemon yogurt for awhile now.. Nomnom.)

Lunch today was Richard's doing (though I was pretty specific on what I wanted.) Scrambled eggs with spinach and tomatoes, a little bit of extra-sharp cheddar, and salsa in two whole-wheat tortillas. As "dessert" and a way to motivate me to go back to work, I drank a big cup of coffee with some chocolate Ovaltine powder (hey, vitamins, right?!) in it, and some organic milk. Also been eating a lot of soup.

Last night's dinner sounds completely random, but it is one of my FAVORITE things: what we call sweet potato "pillows," thick slices of sweet potato tossed in a bag with olive oil, thyme, sage, LOTS of black pepper, some cayenne pepper, and sea salt, and then baked at high heat. Plus a spinach salad with feta (I've found it's cheaper to buy the blocks instead of the crumbles, and it lasts longer.. and takes .2 seconds to crumble it) and tomato and balsamic vinaigrette, and.. call me weird.. but two veggie dogs with ketchup and mustard wrapped in wheat tortillas. I LOVE veggie dogs. Gross but true. Richard had a sausage link in his, but the same meal. He's been very open and happy to eat my rabbit food.

And most of all.. I drink every meal with a huge glass of water first. At least pint-glass sized, if not larger. Buying a Brita water pitcher has possibly been one of the best contributions to my well-being— part of the draw of drinking orange juice or apple juice or Italian soda (we have been stocking lemon and prickly pear flavors in our fridge; SO tasty) when I come in from the outdoors is that it's COOL, and easy, and fruity and nice. Now, having filtered water in a big pitcher that is constantly kept cold is one more reason I can't start chugging milk instead of water first. If I want something else, like juice, than I drink a glass of water first. A lot of times it curbs the desire to drink the juice in the first place, and if it doesn't, it means I drink the next thing for taste instead of thirst. Meaning I drink less. And then eat less down the line.

As for snacks.. a lot of natural applesauce (no sweetener,) crispbread with Laughing Cow light swiss and basil, tons of green tea— I find that the act of making tea with a little honey can substitute for my natural instinct to relax with some sort of food. That's not to say I don't still want to comfort-emotion eat, but the tea helps. I'm tempted to ask for a real tea set for my birthday so I can graduate from Tazo bags, but I'd probably screw it up.

I realize that I'm going to blow a lot of calories on going out with friends; even though I make "healthy" choices and avoid most meats and overprocessed things, I can still eat a lot of food in one sitting. But structuring the rest of my home meals accepting that fact is helping, and making me feel less like a lard.

As for working out, I've put no stipulation other than I need to do SOMETHING, at least 30 minutes of it, five times a week. Exercisetv.tv has 80-something free videos you can watch on the internet, and I've done a few of them in the evening when I don't have the motivation to power walk or go to the workout room and try P90X again. My job keeps me from being sedentary, but being in "working" shape is quite different from "work-out" shape. Yeah, I can throw saddles and lift buckets all damn day, but that doesn't mean I can run a marathon.

Finally.. I am reading (and this is hard to admit) Bob Green's "The Best Life Diet" book. And following it, in Phase I currently. (Still not totally sure I want to go without ANY alcohol for 2 months again.. I think I may count a weekly glass of wine as a health benefit instead of cheating.)

Basically what that entails is the following:
  • Don't attempt to cut out foods altogether, unless they're just really terrible for you. (I'm pretty good, and I've been a pescetarian since May, and I don't really eat a lot of highly processed stuff.) (That said, I fully plan on eating a little bit of turkey at Thanksgiving, and when co-workers start hunting, I will happily be eating venison and other game again.)
  • Identify your current physical activity level (there's some outlined in his book, or you can figure it out for yourself— I was surprised that I couldn't call myself more than a 1 [between 0 and 5] because when I started reading the book, I wasn't adhering to regular workouts even though my job was physical and I walk everywhere I can) and bump it up at least one level.
  • Don't drink alcohol.
  • 3 meals and at least one snack per day. Stop eating at least 2 hours before bed.
  • Drink water when you eat.
  • Take a multivitamin.
  • Don't weigh yourself. (I don't anyway, except when I get on the Wii.)
After 4 weeks, you can either ramp it up to Phase II, or keep it at Phase I.

I don't care where my weight's at. My weight never gets that high, considering my height and build. I just want my clothes to fit better, and I want my endurance and core strength to get better.

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

Ugh

I suck at eating well.

I want to do better. The last couple days I've cut soda out of my day, and this week I plan on going to the grocery and getting more fresh foods.

I wish I had people around me who shared the same values to share and eat with. Otherwise all my food just spoils. And I'm lazy and could use some additional motivation.

That's all.

Sunday, May 02, 2010

Clean Eating failsauce

Okay, so the first two days went well, but the meal plans were horrible (the salmon and artichoke quesadillas were not good at all, but probably my fault) and the shopping list is misleading. I bought half of most of the fruits and veggies (even though the shopping list says for ONE adult and recipes are laid out for ONE person) in an effort to prevent food from spoiling. Within 4 days half of the fresh foods bought were spoiled or beginning to spoil. I even attempted to cook/use the meals and snacks in the meal plan that were heaviest in fresh foods FIRST. Like rather than cooking the black bean burger and having chips/salsa as a side, I made a turkey burger and had fruit. I ate fruit like it was going out of style for two days in order to waste as little as possible and still ended up throwing most of it away.
Why wouldn't a magazine dedicated to FRESH FOODS put that into consideration? Wouldn't it make sense for the "two weeks shopping list" to have the cereals, grains, and other longer lasting foods first, then have shorter shopping lists every three days or so to purchase the fresh foods?
The point of the shopping list and meal plan for me was to have the planning done for me. I don't see the point in searching through the weeks worth of meals, then analyzing the shopping list to figure all that out. That was the point in buying the magazine.
Perhaps I was asking too much.
So while I was frustrated at the magazine and the failure that went with the list/plan, I failed miserably in the eating healthy realm for about 3 days. Drank soda, ate bad, unhealthy foods, starbucks, etc.
On the positive side of it, I had three TOUGH workouts last week and I've felt noticeably better. I've also dropped a little shy of 5lbs.
Definitely consider that a success!! Probably gained some of it back the last couple days but I have tomorrow off and I feel like I'm in a better place to try this clean eating thing on my own.

Monday, April 26, 2010

Taking the proverbial Health Bandwagon Reins

That's right. I'm not just going for the ride anymore, I'm taking the reins.

What does that entail? A hell of a lot more work, but I'm going for it. I have a two week meal plan, that I'm sure I'll modify to an extent (already did!) but it will be a HUGE major change. I already had a few items on the grocery list (tuna, salt/pepper, cheese, etc.) and overall the two week grocery list of fresh foods cost a total of just under $110. ~$55 a week for foods, well, probably a little less due to the fact that some of the foods will last longer than the week or two (black bean burgers, cereal, tofu, black beans, cheese, nuts, etc) and some of the packaging was more than the suggested.

Here's today's plan, minus breakfast due to the fact I went grocery shopping at 11am, way past breakfast time!
Lunch: Grilled black bean burger with low-fat swiss cheese slice, tomato slice, and Boston leaf lettuce. Side: orange. Modifications: provolone cheese instead of swiss, and a THIN spread of mayo made with olive oil (DELICIOUS!) Substituted red seedless grapes for the orange due to the oranges being not quite ripe.
Results: delicious, took less than 5 minutes to put together, and I couldn't finish the grapes because I was so full!
Dinner: Is going to be amazing. Salmon and artichoke quesadilla's with fresh all natural salmon. I was supposed to get fresh wild Alaskan salmon, but it was like $21.99/lb so I went with the fresh all natural salmon which is obviously not wild, but is supposed to be preservative, additive, antibiotic and growth hormone free.

Grocery list, and meal plan is from Clean Eating Magazine and I am excited to get healthier and hopefully combine this with my workout routine and lose some weight!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Bad News

I just ate an entire pint of Blue Bell Happy Tracks.
Approximately 900 calories and I don't want to know how many grams of sugar, or fat, or whatever.
Soft food diets are not good for weight loss.
At least for me, when I'm pouting.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Soon

While waiting for my prescriptions I was browsing the magazines a few days ago. I found a magazine called "eating clean" and decided to purchase. It has a couple grocery lists and meal plans for more than one week for a single adult- ME!

It was only $4 and depending on the cost of the groceries (and as soon as I can eat solid foods) I think I am going to give it a real shot. It says to expect to lose upwards of 14lbs but it boasts healthy, clean (not completely sure what that means but whatever) foods and I could use a little more health and clean in my life right now.